I was a dumb kid. I thought he was a harbinger of the end--that was still when I thought I could save people from themselves. I realized the truth after he was already dead. [He's very nonchalant about it, and honestly so, with no bravado in the slightest.]
The other guy was incidental. He was all hopped up and I knew he wouldn't stop coming at my brother, but I don't think I really meant to kill him. Just one of those things.
Yeah but it's like an anvil. Sometimes you get the same end, using a wrench, you know? Gets you fewer detours. At least here, where they're just going to come back to life anyway.
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[But he is terribly amused by the questions, wondering how this ticks together in that divided mind over there.]
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The other guy was incidental. He was all hopped up and I knew he wouldn't stop coming at my brother, but I don't think I really meant to kill him. Just one of those things.
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[ Harv doesn't say much. He thinks. ]
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What was it really like for you, first time you killed? I don't know how much of that file is the Admiral's opinion.
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Not uncommon, I guess. People trip over each other, get in each other's way. but that's not how you see it now is it?
[The way he describes that first time is so...goal oriented.]
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How do you think I should see it?
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Already died once.